why cant i be satisfied and content no matter what he does?is it me have i changed and turned into a demanding materialistic stereotype or is there really something missing that no matter how thoughtful he thinks he is or how much he does i stewl dunt think its enough.i think i noe what the problem is.no matter what he does,i stewl think that he's not giving his all.he's doing the bare minimum,no stepping over the boundaries,just whatever is comfortable and reasonable.and because of the very reason that i was born a person with self-set high standards,i simply cannot understand and justify his actions and the reasoning behind it.disappointments again and again,next time he says.he pushes possibilities into the future,mebbe cuz he thinks we have forever.but i want to do everything now.like time is running short and its gonna rob us of our memories if we dunt do all we can to make them now.is this called basic incompatibilty or just differences in mindset.are we even on the same page?i want red roses and i want them now.not next tyme,as he would say.any flowers are nice,as long as i bot them he says.but does he not understand?its not the red roses that i really care about.its the certainty and assurance which that I know he listens to me and would fight through thorned thistles to give me the best.that i have yet to own.the ultimatum.is there really a need fer one?when will i reach breaking point?
`where can we go from here? we'll come back when we've got each other